I realized just this morning that it was a miracle that I didn't commit suicide and then wouldn't have the opportunity to be born again. It had to be God's intervention that gave me the ability to think clearly enough to come to the conclusion that killing my body wasn't going to stop the suffering in my soul. I hadn't given myself over to it (the lying spirit) completely to believe the lie that death would help. He kept me from going to that extreme so I could live and find the Truth and walk in it.
It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing.
The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and are life. (Jesus)
John 6:63
Amen!, come, Holy Spirit